Cuh you gotta do it

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So many stories to tell, so many seccrets to spill, so many judgements to be made. Yet I'm not sure if I will let them out; maybe I will eventually, if not here then elsewhere. 

I'm in hubli right now. My home. My happy place, although i was depressed most of the time here but yes I feel happy to come back and spend some time again. 5 days of grand holidays we've got. So I ran like a cheetah. lol

I spent my 19th birthday night in the train. How unique is that. Not gon lie, that night I had good sleep(usually good sleep aint easy for me in train). 28th morning i was here. Train was half hour early. Rode to home on dad's bike. took bath, left to eat idli. spent a normal afternoon. At night i joined ratata and mani to 11th day ganapati visarjan. we all (kuratti, rotti, mani and tejas) ate biryani and came back at 12. 

29th I went to ahem yes. home at 4 to 8. Nice cute one it was(wish i could say it here haha). later met sam hsm and ratata. ate shawarma, egg rice, pizza and ice cream. MF ratata even wanted chaa. went on to tolankere and came back home at 11, 

next day i met that girl from dendrite. spent some good time with her. I accompanied her till jublie circle...

At this point i know im just telling you what i did and all without giving any context. it sucks even i dont like it but neither am i going to write the requied context. Why? im a proproprocratinator so. fuck these typos, this new keyboard is shit.

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